THE GOSSIP
LILLY JENSONTUESDAY, 30TH SEPTEMBER 200813:23"LILLY ON ... TRYING TO BE HAPPY"Camps said that even after everything that happened yesterday, I couldn't break my promise and had to go for lunch with Josh. I really wanted to see him, but knew I shouldn't. But then I thought well I could always go over to his house and have lunch there. He hadn't been in touch, I think he thought it was off because of yesterday's coffee fiasco, or he could have heard about what happened last night and thought it was best to stay away.
But seems as I stood up for myself last night, I thought why not continue, and braved it over to Josh's house. I caught him just as he was leaving, and he seemed really happy to see me. We went into his for lunch, and his student house is really nice. I was soo nervous, and Josh seemed so cool about everything, which made me feel even more nervous. He made some pasta and we hung out in his room for a bit. He was wearing his new tshirt from me, it looks great on him. We had a nice chat but he didn't mention what happened between me and Summer last night, and I guessed if he had known he would have said something. So I didn't mention it.
I had a really great afternoon and I'm starting to find Josh rather cute. In a way, I'm kind of glad Summer is so up in arms about it, because there's not a single chance I'd just get with Josh to spite her, but if me and Josh did ever turn into something genuine, then it would really fuck her over, and that would make me smile.
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