THE GOSSIP
LILLY JENSON WEDNESDAY, 10 SEPTEMBER 2008 18:30 "LILLY JENSON ON ... LIFE"I can't believe Summer is over!!!
Uni starts again next week, and I'm not sure whether I'm looking forward to it or not. Summer has been so hectic and never ending, and I don't know if I'm going to be able to cope with my third year uni work on top of all of that. Big pressure from my parents to do well this year, it's quite scary!
Summer has been full of ups and downs. My best friend Lauren has overcome her eating disorder (caused by some stupid bitch in the second year, I'll come to that one day soon I'm sure...) and she's getting a lot better, growing in confidence every day. I've been spending a lot of time with her and all of the girls for the past few months, and it's really changed my outlook on life. It sounds awful but I think me and my boyfriend are going to have to have some kind of crisis talk soon, as I've hardly seen him over the past few weeks, and to be honest I haven't really missed him all that much. We've been going out for 3 years, since I was 17, and I used to think it was great being comfortable as we are, but now... I don't know, after a summer of 'freedom' and not having to stay indoors and not seeing each other to fight and... I think I need a break from it all. Uni's starting again, and that just causes a whole load of new problems where me and Jamie are concerned...
I'm looking forward to seeing all of my uni friends again, we had such a fab year and I can't wait to move back into halls this year, hopefully it'll be less stressful than trying to run our own house again!!! My family are sad to see me go back up to Sheffield, although it's been a bit crowded in my house this summer. Either Lauren's always been around, or my brother's been dragging all his mates over for bbqs and ps3 competitions. He's 16 now and growing up so fast, he's always joking that he's going to be more popular than me soon, and god he's going to break hearts!
Right now the girls are helping me to pack my life up ready for the flat, and I'm just off into town to print out some of the best summer pics for my bedroom wall... the memories of a perfect summer!
Lilly xxx
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