THE GOSSIP
LILLY JENSONSUNDAY, 28TH SEPTEMBER 200800:10"LILLY ON ... SURPRISES"Okay so Camps had organised a surprise flat warming party for me tonight, which was so nice of her. I'm really happy, I haven't stopped smiling ever since I walked in and saw so many familiar, warm faces cheering back at me. I love her and my friends so much! They've gone to such a big effort, knowing I was upset, trying so hard to make me smile, and it really has. There's loads of food, and loads of drink, and loads of people!
Josh is here. And so is Ollie. Ollie followed me upstairs earlier and tried to talk to me about things but Josh appeared in the doorway asking where the loo was. I was quite pleased cos I know Camps wouldn't want me to get upset, not tonight. She knows what happened last week but had no choice to invite Ollie... we all love him to pieces and want him here anyway, but things are just a little awkward.
Camps has not only sprung this on me, but she's purposely set me up on a whole week of dates with Josh. I can't believe how sneaky she's been about this all! It was so funny. She'd obviously told him beforehand about our little silly game we play when one of us is really down. And so he came over and asked me whether I was busy on Monday. I said no and he asked if I'd like to go for coffee, to make up for the things he broke last week. I was a bit flattered at first and felt myself blushing but I agreed to his little coffee meet. Then he asked me what I was doing on Tuesday....... and I could see Camps giggling to herself in the background. And this went on and on and on... and so tomorrow I have to go down to Cambridge for Josh's family birthday party, Monday is coffee, Tuesday is lunch, Wednesday is a burger, Thursday is cinema, and Friday is dinner. Oh, and Saturday is a surprise.
And I don't know what to make of it all, so I'm going to take it how it is. This may be my drunken mind speaking, but does he feel sorry for me. Or is just doing it because he knows I have to say yes? Or is he doing it because he likes me.
Either way, I think I should rejoin my party.
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