LILLY JENSON
FRIDAY, 24TH OCTOBER 2008
19:01
LILLY ON ... HOME
It feels so good to be home!!! I even ate the meal Mum cooked for me tonight, it was the best!!
I tried to call Josh today but he ignored my calls, so it's obvious that I've upset him. All my parents could talk about was the ball but after dinner I talked to Corey about everything and he said the only way things were going to work out was if I put all my cards on the table and let Josh know how I feel.
But I just don't know if I can make that step. I really am smitten with him but I don't know if I can say that to him and give him all of me. What if he throws it back in my face? I'm scared about being hurt again. I know that if anything happened between Josh and I then Summer would try to step in and ruin it at the first opportunity, and I can't stand the thought of Josh giving into her again.
Argh stop it!!! I've come home to get away from everything for the weekend. Shut up Lil.
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