JOSH BAKER
FRIDAY, 12TH SEPTEMBER 2008
23:17
"DILEMMA"

I'm so stressed out right now. What the fuck just happened?

I couldn't believe it when Summer came over. After we had a big argument on the phone earlier, where she told me to go screw myself if I wasn't willing to make the 50 minute journey over to her place to see her. Apparently she felt guilty, so she came over to apologise, well really she came over for sex cos it'd make me forgive her and her feel better about herself.

So I was just going out of the front door for last minute plans for the guys when she pulls up, all smiles in front of my mates, practically running down the path and throwing her arms around my neck. I was pretty pissed off with her still and told that I had plans with the guys and that I was going out. I should have expected it from her really but she took my arm and pulled me gently to one side, her smile disappearing as she told me that she hadn't just drove an hour over here just to go back home again.

Bearing in mind I was annoyed I told her that she was welcome to stay in my house by herself until I came back. Cue angry, angry Summer. She made me explain to the guys that she was very upset due to a family emergency (even though she was beaming smiles 5 minutes ago. That's Summer) and I had to stay in and look after her. They were pretty pissed off with me, making me feel even worse about the whole situation.

Me and Sum went upstairs and she starts ranting off about putting the guys first before her and blah blah blah, I tried to ignore her at first and just let her run out of steam but after a while of her yelling to me that I wasn't listening to her, I yelled at her and told her to shut the fuck up. Cue Summer starting to cry, trying to explain that she was doing everything she could to keep this relationship alight.

I told her if she wouldn't stop being a drama queen then I would call it quits right then and there, and that's when she turned on the charm, came over onto my lap and acted all innocent. It was pretty late by then and just as I gave in we heard the front door open and close. Summer, being Summer, had to go and nosey, pretending she didn't know that Jordon had a date tonight.

The next thing I know, loopy lass has stopped laughing and there's Summer stood at the top of the stairs with her hands on her hips, glaring down at her and asking her what the fuck she was doing "in my fucking boyfriend's house". I went to the stairs and asked her what was wrong, and looked down to see loopy lass peering up at Sum looking as though she had been smacked. Me and my brother were pretty puzzled by this stage, until Summer made some bitchy comment about losing weight and loopy lass started crying and tried to run out of the house. Summer yelled something at her and glared at me when I told her to shut up, before she started yelling at me too. Honestly.

I followed Jordon as he ran after the girl, and there we all were standing on the drive way, Jordon trying to get her to stop crying. Summer comes up next to me and grabs my arm, saying something else about how proud she was that this girl had finally lost weight. Honestly I can't believe her sometimes. I told her to shut up for a sec before she suddenly went off on one at me again, saying how the girl is crazy, and even I said she was crazy cos I always call her loopy lass, so why am I not sticking up for Summer. Then the girl looks up at me looking totally deflated before running off, my brother gives me a mega mad look for dissing his girl, and Summer's glaring at me for apparently not being on her side.

So they're all mad at me right now, for me doing absolutely nothing wrong.

Honestly, I can't be doing with all this drama.
It's all bollocks to me.

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