THE GOSSIP
LILLY JENSONFRIDAY, 3RD OCTOBER 200823:11"LJ ON ... ROMANCE"I haven't been to dinner in god knows how long! It felt so amazing to be wined and dined tonight, Josh is such a gentleman! When he told me earlier that he was picking me up in the car, I guessed we were going somewhere a bit posher and probably a little out of town, so Camps helped me pick out a dress and she did my hair for me all pretty. And I was right! When Josh picked me up he looked sooo lush in a crisp white shirt and some jeans, his floppy hair a bit more in place than usual. He looked a bit nervous for some reason; his eyes were a bit different, but he might have been nervous? Anyway he has a gorgeous brand new black golf, I love it, even if he does drive a bit like a maniac!
He had reserved us a table at Prezzo, I love it there! I don't know how he knew; he may have asked Camps? Anyway, he took my hand as we walked in and it was really funny because the host called us Mr and Mrs Baker - do people get married that young these days?! Anyway, omg we had such a good meal, it was great I really loved it, but Josh was really quiet. I asked him once what was wrong, but he said it was nothing so I took his word for it, didn't completely believe him though.
I asked him what happened when he went round to Summer's house, and he tensed up a bit so he must have still been really mad about it. He said he yelled at her and made her promise to leave me alone, which was really great of him even if I do doubt it'll ever happen.
Anyway it was the most perfect date, and Josh refused to let me pay even half towards the meal; he insisted on paying for it all. I had had a few glasses of wine and was quite tipsy when he drove us home. He walked me up to my room again, [and thank god no notes this time] and ahh it was just all so lovely. Josh kissed me goodnight and I swear it was even better than our first kiss!
Okay so I am totally in awe of him, which is not neccessarily good. I never in a million years thought this would happen, so I'm just going to see how it goes. What harm can it do?
We talked about going to Ollie's party, and Josh had agreed with me Camps and Jordon to get a hotel room booked. Josh didn't even ask why; that's what I like so much about him.
I have a massive goofy smile on my face, and I've got a feeling it won't be moving any time soon!
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